Let me see the wallet (Mother looks at it) ... Ah, so that has nothing to do with it! As soon as the meditation began, I started seeing quite familiar scenes from ancient Egypt. And you, you looked a little different, but quite similar all the same ... The first thing I saw was their god with a head like this (gesture of a muzzle), with a sun above his head. A dark animal head with ... I know it VERY WELL, but I don't remember exactly which animal it is. One is a hawk,' but the other has a head like ... (Mother makes the same gesture) Like a jackal? Yes, like a jackal, that's it. Yes, that's what it was. With a kind of lyre above its head, and then a sun.# 1. Horus, the sun god, child of Isis and Osiris. 2. According to tradition, Anubis, the jackal-headed god, helped Isis to rebuild the body of her spouse, Osiris, who had been killed and dismembered by his brother Set. Osiris was the first god to rule over men. Owing to certain special rites, Isis, helped by Anubis, succeeded in bringing him back to life. So we are not very far from the legend of Savitri and Satyavan. And this god was very intimately related to you, as if you were melted together; you were like a sacrificial priest and at the same time he was entering into you. And this lasted quite long (it's what I saw most clearly and what I best remember). But there were many, many things - old things that I know - and certainly a VERY INTIMATE relationship which we had in the days of Egypt, at Thebes. It's the first time I saw this for you - it was very, very ... 'Was it by chance the wallet that brought this to mind?' I wondered right at first. I had the impression of having given you something Egyptian, but I could no longer remember what it was - I'm happy it wasn't that! ... I hesitated for barely a moment, then said to myself, 'Why?' And what came is that everything, even apparently accidental things, is organized by the same Consciousness for the same ends - it's obvious. But I found this interesting, so I began looking, and I LIVED the scene, all kinds of scenes of initiation, worship, etc., for quite some time. When that lifted, a light much stronger than the last time (during the last meditation) came down, in a wonderful silence. (I might add that the first thing I did, at the beginning, was to try to establish a silence around you, to insulate you from other things so as to keep your mind quiet; it kept jumping a little, but once this light came down ... ) And it came down with a very hieratic quality and ... (how can I put this?) Egyptian in character - very occult, very occult, very, very distinct, very specific, like this (gesture indicating a block of silence descending). And then there came a long moment of absolutely motionless contemplation ... with something that now escapes me - it may come back. page 459 , Mother's Agenda , volume - 1, 30th Oct. 1960